At A Distance

As the end of our 2nd year on the Atlantic Coast approaches, I reflect on what was and look forward to what will be, but "what is" is the reality at this moment in time and everything else is just viewed at a distance.

Living in a totally different environment, where every experience is something new and exciting and where the change of seasons is almost non-existent compared to what I knew before. But, I have learned to notice little things that remind me these changes are still taking place. The tilt of the autumn sunset that casts a golden color across the shorter evening sky is different from pink, long shadow summer afternoons. The smell of the salty air on sultry summer mornings compared to a cool ocean breeze during a quick afternoon shower or the slant of the shadows across my back yard as the sun rises over the front of the house everyday and the guarantee of that sun is at least 99% of the time. I have also noticed the texture of my hair and skin is much better here and that sunshine is truly medicine for the soul. I also notice how quiet my world is............but, at a distance

"Forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead" ...(Phil 3:13)

Clinging, with slippery fingers, to the familiar and comfortable, while reaching forward to God's new plan has made for an adventurous, busy couple of years.  The now beaten path back "home" has racked up hundreds of miles and hours on the road, but has gifted my heart with lots of cherished family time. Vacation visits from family and friends have been fun and given us a chance to explore amazing places like the Florida Keys, the old city of St. Augustine, Mount Dora and the many wonderful things we enjoy in our very own neighborhood. But when the car is parked in the driveway, the suitcases are unpacked, the guestroom is empty again, I notice how quiet my world is.............but at a distance

"You will be in Babylon for seventy years, then I will come and do all the things I have promised and I will bring you home again. For I know the plans I have for you. They are plans for good and not disaster, to give you a future and a hope." .... (Jeremiah 29: 10-11)

After visiting several churches, hoping to find one close by, we realized God had other plans. Nothing felt like home until we walked into a mission centered church almost 20 miles south. There we have made our spiritual home and discovered a wonderful family of friends in Christ. The hunger and eagerness for Sunday mornings is an experience that confirms the leading of the Father and assurance of His plans.
Cherished friends and precious memories with our former church family, 800 miles away, are still very much a part of our lives and phone conversations or spending time with them whenever possible is so special. But when those special moments are over and the miles between us grow wider, I notice how quiet my world is............but at a distance

"What do people get for all their hard work under the sun?" (Ecclesiastes 1:3)

Leaving the work world, I left behind treasured friends and co-workers who impacted my life on a daily basis. This time of the year catches me between remembering the excitement of a new year and reliving the stress of what follows after the newness wears thin and the reality of the challenge that each day brought. I cherish those relationships and friendships with sweet memories and connections through social media, cheering their accomplishments and sharing empathy in their struggles. That season has passed for me and as the hubbub of a new year opens for them, I notice how quiet my world is........but at a distance

"How did it get so late so soon? It's night before it's afternoon, it's December before it's June"
(Dr Seuss)

Time.......a sermon at our former church in January 2015 challenged us to consider how we prioritized our time and talents today to be more like Jesus. He emphasized not living with regret or fear as.... "regret is a response to our past todays and fear is a response to our future todays. 

In Ecclesiastes 3- Solomon tells us there is a season for everything under the sun". Solomon's point in this section is that God has a plan for all people. Although we face many problems that contradict God's plan, these should not be barriers to believing in Him, but rather opportunities to discovering what his plan for us is.

The first sermon I heard after arriving in the sunshine state was titled " I am Sent". Leaving all I had ever known; my precious family and treasured friends, entering through a door God opened, I have no regrets or fears. He has blessed me with a safe and beautiful haven to rest and get acquainted with my surroundings, a church family to support and love me, new friends to share in my life and has whispered to me "wait" and I notice how quiet my world is ............but at a distance......

Lamentations 3: 24-26 calls us to hope in and wait for the Lord for often God uses times of waiting to refresh, renew and teach us.